Giam.

2008-08-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

HELLOJERALD.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

Please blur your eyes.

2008-06-11T04:36:00.000-07:00

And I'm the one you tried to keep at bay
I'm here to stay, I'm here to stay, I'm here to stay

Pelican.

2008-06-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

we are alright
we are alright
me and you
is this what you want
then lets work this out.

Woah i really love that song. Can't wait for their full length to be out. Anyway i'm really bored not so i am blogging! And i'm going for Ashton's party later and Ben can't go. Shit i hate the holidays everyone goes overseas except me. Okay i'm going to go off now. Peace

Clouds followed the hazel glow.

2008-06-02T23:39:00.000-07:00

if you are in a band and want to play a gig why don't kill two birds with one stone by joining tapestry 2008! you'll be getting exposure and helping out a cause too! so please sign up!
click here to be redirected to the tapestry site.

Stress.

2008-06-02T23:33:00.000-07:00

justice stress (official video)

went out with sabi yesterday. had fun. she's leaving. bye sabi. haha. need to jam need to record. shit. can't wait for listentothesaladdays.

Hello Madi

2008-05-18T09:40:00.001-07:00

Hi Madi! You are very retarded and fun and you like isa and you think darren is cute and you like panic at the disco and you like taking pictures and you like cinematic sunrise and you are from st margs and you like boys in your display photos.

HAHA YAY
BYE MADI,
GIAM

When finally set free

2008-05-13T05:11:00.000-07:00

i promise i'll reflect it back to you

Glory is a silent thing.

2008-05-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

this time i do not fight to win but if i do i will make room and make place and give you my heart. friends please treasure each and everyday and keep fresh and be yourself, always be yourself. love will kill us all but i'm sure it's worth it...

much love,
jerald =)

Right next to me.

2008-05-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

i think i can finally breathe

You Don't Need a Witness

2008-05-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

I have so much to say but the sound is given the shape of words.

Tests are almost over and i went for a picnic today and i need to develop photos and i need to go pick up my guitar again and i need to relax.

Peace, Giam.

I will posess your heart.

2008-05-06T21:06:00.000-07:00

to the small amount of friends i have and small amount of hope i grasp.

Of screams and dreams.

2008-05-06T21:01:00.000-07:00

So currently exams are going on and everyone is studying. Nothing to say. Listen to the Salad Days!

Giam.

Love... Our Light Will Drown.

2008-04-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

What a solemn night. I began the day telling myself i will not be late for tuition. I was late for tuition. No wait, i was not late. I just did not go. Second time abandoning Bocheng. Sorry bro. Met Ben in the afternoon at the SCGS carnival. I have something against carnivals. Not my kind of place. I'm not saying i have class or anything i just don't like em. Well Ben being ben, lost his donation card of some sort and had to rush off to make a police report. So i went home. Headed over to grab a pizza bun and walked home. Spent the entire day watching House. I swear House is addictive. Sarcasm is the number one form of humour.

Talking to Shuyi now, although i told myself that i would be doing Geography revision in my "Hardcore Mode". Ahh oh well. We should be assigned partners, but nooooo, God wanted to be kind and to give us free will. Life should be easier. Josiah Leming is really talented. I was hooked onto him since i saw him sing Grace Kelly on Idol. " I'm so small but i'm so proud to tell you all i'm a man now ".

So out of love.
out, Giam.

Here's my postcard

2008-04-11T01:49:00.001-07:00

Wish you were here.

Hooray the urge to blog is back. And something in the abdomen tells me that it's here for good! I have no been myself lately and have really hurt some loved ones, and for that i'm sorry. I have also not blogged properly for a long time and for that, i'm sorry. Okay shall not make this such a dull post because no body like dull posts! Not even the devil that's why Hell is so colourful! Here are some pictures of recent.

EVERYBADHEEEEY loves fisheye cameras!

I met up with Azel after school today. She wore her cheerleading outfit. I was on the bus going home when i saw her walking home holding her "poms poms". You know, those fluffly things. Yeah you know. And immediately i turned my head.

Jeremy: " Eh Jerald what you looking at ah... "
Jerald: " That's my friend!"
Jeremy: " Don't lie ah looking at girls "
Jerald: " Serious! okay okay bye bye "

(runs off bus calling azel)

Walked home with Azel and took some pictures along the way. Pretty dumb. Still can't believe she's moving soon. Everyone around me is moving away! Jovel! Azel! .. um.. Jovel! Maybe i should move too i sort of lost touch with everybody in the estate. Somewhere near town would be great. How cool would it be if i strike 4-D. I would probably donate to charity. (righhht) Speaking to charity, you know those irrtating secondary school students who carry cans and make you donate and don't even tell you what it is? That could be me! So watch out Singapore.

I have pineapple pie waiting for me downstairs. Till next time!

Here's one by Hafixsmalls

Giam.

Here's my postcard

2008-04-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

you caused this collapse.

2008-03-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

between the heart and the synapse.

rip, the receiving end of sirens.

i have a million chapters of geography waiting for me on my table. it's only two.

BYE
GIAM

oh yes, www.myspace.com/theriseofscience

lightness.

2008-03-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

your heart is a river that flows from your chest
through every organ
your brain is the dam
and i am the fish who can't reach the core.

ivory lines lead
oo wha-ho, oo wha-ho

oh, instincts are misleading
you shouldn't think what you're feeling
they don't tell you what you know you should want.

oh, instincts are misleading.

Good day to all.
Giam.

homezone.

2008-03-08T02:43:00.000-08:00

hello dear animorphs. sorry for not blogging so long i am a very fat and lazy person. Ah there is my reason for not going for tae's gig later other than my painful sunburnt. I actually ran cross country. Seeing the faces of those lazy walkers made me feel so contented i tell you. After that dreadful time of day, me melvin ben daryl and others went for incubus. Ben rocks my world la seriously. haha. i shall overcome this lazyness and burntness for mosaic's festival. so happy this week. tokyo rose, fern, if angels were architects, imago, and mum! yay! oh yes and acoustic rojak and the best day of the year! see you all so soon.

ps. crystal is mean.

digitalism rocks.

i sing the body electric.

2008-01-09T06:25:00.000-08:00

School's been kind of crazy for me. Meeting new people, catching up. I've officially lost my voice. Not those two days and it's back but like, forever. I hope not! It's been so long since i gave one of those good ol' fashioned posts about my day, and my life, and my sorrow, kidding! But first, Happy birthday Amelia!

much much much much muchos much nachos cheese love.

Secondary three is so much more fun than secondary two, except the work part. My teachers are okay, and classes are........... well let's not mention that but in secondary two you didn't really need to pay attention.

woah i'm super tired. i shall go to bed. but WAIT! (aaaaaaaaHAH! LINKAI I BET YOU DIDN'T EXPECT THAT), here are some pictures of my schooldays =)

and i'll leave you with...
HEAR MUSIC TALK THIS FRIDAY AT HOME CLUB.

and then i fade away
then i fade away
i fade away
i fade......

oh it's love!

2008-01-07T01:52:00.000-08:00

Oh,it is love from the first time I set my eyes upon yours thinking "Oh, is it love?"

Teeth The Size Of Piano Keys

2008-01-07T01:45:00.001-08:00

Illumination
Held out in front of my reaching arms.
The darker things get the better I see.
I'm so alone and so are you,
We all live and die that way.

Linkai

2008-01-05T01:49:00.000-08:00

i love my classmates =)
the glass is half full!

Illumination

2008-01-05T01:45:00.000-08:00

IT WAS OFF TO CAMP AND BACK FOR ME!
EVERYONE BUY CHIODOS'S NEW ALBUM!

see you later!

Enter

2007-12-31T06:58:00.000-08:00

the best intentions
they never got me by
i can't escape this
it has overcome my mind.

happy new years everybody.
have fun have fun.

Empire

2007-12-29T11:32:00.000-08:00

Everything's gonna be fine. Right?
Everything's gonna be fine. Right?
Everything's gonna be fine. Right?
I can't find a way to live in this life

our hearts are heavy and light

2007-12-29T09:55:00.000-08:00

we laugh we scream we sing
our hearts are heavy and light

twenty nine

2007-12-28T02:32:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is full flight omg i didnt know yay postbox

oh hello circa survive.

2007-12-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

didn't I know you?
mystery man
strange as all new thoughts on. impotence
all I want are windows
it wouldn't be the first time

didn't I
didn't I know you?

didn't I
didn't I know you?
didn't I know you?
all along all we've been given is the ugliest tidings

all along we've been a mess
now quick dilation is the only chance we have left

a stranger's just someone that you've forgotten
how will we know if we've met before
or done this dance
mystery man

didn't I
didn't I know you?

didn't I
didn't I know you?
didn't I know you?
and all along, all we've been given is the ugliest tidings

all along we've been a mess
now quick dilation is the only chance we have left

happy birthday joey =)

2007-12-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

love now my friends.. for these are truly the last days. =)

=) =)

2007-12-26T05:52:00.000-08:00

i just know that she warms my heart.

=)

2007-12-26T04:29:00.001-08:00

today was such a weird day. woke up and i had no idea what to do. in the end i went and meet my wonderful friends to play lan and went walking around with minjun. so long since i seen her. i love my class. :)

my heart in my hand.

2007-12-24T10:33:00.001-08:00

where is she where is she?

everything's fine.

2007-12-24T02:20:00.001-08:00

we are alright,
we are alright.

merry christmas to all.
my phone is broken.
and i just slept a lot.

fear.

2007-12-22T07:52:00.000-08:00

my knuckles have turned to white
there's no turning back, tonight.

question!

2007-12-19T03:27:00.000-08:00

sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than
ghost are now waiting for you
are you dreaming the night
dreaming all right.

nightlight.

2007-12-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody. I have not blogged in a very long time (i think). Today was one of the most boring days of my life! and most meaning like top 50? haha. Stayed home did nothing, watched TV, went online, friendster-ed with melody, scootered down to the minimart to get snacks and ate the snacks. I think i'm getting too old to scooter around my neighbourhood, people would think "wah he's so ghey"

oh well.

My house's noise level has been rising tremendously, i just recently got a new maid and my old maid is going home. My family and i are heading down to changi airport later to send her back. I want to go and see terminal 3, it sounds so grand. Anyway my mom as been scolding my new maid like hell. Damn noisy, sometimes she shouts for nothing. She scolded her for lying just now, but my maid prolly lied cause my mom kept shouting. I mean, i would have lied. I never want to be a maid. Or rather i would not want to be my mom's maid.

Last few days was really fun. On Saturday my band went to olando to jam. So long since we went there but no choice heh. Was raining heavily so was kind of shiok. We wrote an original but no title yet. It's not really finished so i think we're gonna hit the studio again this Saturday, so thrilling heh. After jamming me and avery went to eat at cheryl's work place. Was pretty okay, i should have ordered something better.

Day after that i was sick if i remember correctly, and was feeling better by the night and went for a wedding dinner. I ate a lot. And christine was around so she came and kept me company through the boring stuff. Christine so nice. haha.

Yesterday i went to sentosa with Shuyi. The suspeneded bench so exciting i tell you. Then we rode the luge back down. Sentosa not fun anymore. Last time there was that water theme park and all that shit. Damn fun. Dissapointing.

If anyone had noticed this is the first time i am typing with capital letters after full stops. Such a haggle. It's the internet who cares. wah shiok.

I need a camera
I need an ipod
I need money

all photos in this post is taken by lara jade.
www.larajade.com
go take a look!

wow this is a very long post.

you have a problems.

2007-12-11T03:57:00.000-08:00

alvatrooooooon.

hah today hung out with joeeeeey.
let me end with an interesting convo that i had with her.

jerald- "look my dogs are humping each other"
(maid steps in and seperate the dogs)
joey- "but isn't he sterilized?"
jerald- "yea but still, if some stranger come and want to have sex with you if he is sterilized you won't mind"
joey- "no of course not!"

after 5 seconds so joey realizes her mistake

joey- "OH WAIT. YES YES I MIND"

more peeeektures later.

they hear me, as i to them.

2007-12-10T09:29:00.000-08:00

i know i'm the least, but look within.,
if you could stay here for just a little bit,
i'd change just about anything.

I'm begging for attention I've opened the door.

skullflower.

2007-12-07T04:10:00.000-08:00

hello all. yay trella's gigging again.
and being their devoted and dedicated groupie, i have to publicise.

Anyway, they are playing at scape for the very first time mafaka! it's for a playstoprewind event called full flight!

it's on the 12th at 6pm with many bands! haha.
amateur takes control is playing too so yay!
postbox too so double yay!

be there lah. also my band's playing tomorrow. wish me luck!
bye bye.

hockeypokey.

2007-12-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

happieeeeeeebeeeeeeeuuuurrfffddaaay toooo
SHUYI :)

hahahahhahahahahaha.
There's training tomorrow.
There's training tomorrow
There's training tomorrow

the machine men.

2007-12-04T10:34:00.001-08:00

if you remember,
i'm just trying to get back to the center
i'm sure it was not like it was before.

Monday.
take advantage of adrian chai by drinking his drink hahahah!
jamming with adrian while cheryl watches a movie outside
eat indian spicy food at arab street
arcade
home

Tuesday. (feels like saturday)
walk around at raffles city
walk around the arts house
walk around victoria concert hall
watch erica's play
enjoy erica's play
makansutra
cab home ($$$) at 12.30
reach home at 1 plus.

Anyway, i'm tiiirrreeed.

Hello, Marigold.

2007-12-02T02:18:00.000-08:00

in the morning and amazing

2007-12-02T02:02:00.000-08:00

I decide to keep on letting go
as winter brings the spring again.

Today was pretty usual, i went for church (which was surprisingly interesting today) and then i came home. I've been revisiting my primary six memories by replaying all my old PS2 games. I'm in the middle of final fantasy X now. It's pretty fun i must say. Circa survive is like, godlike. I pity the full who doesn't like them (that's you, coeway)

i hate blogger.

i might try xanga again mmhmm.

and the voiceless.

2007-11-29T08:35:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG PLEASE GO TO WWW.MYSPACE.COM/ANDSOIWATCHYOUFROMAFAR AND LISTEN TO THEIR TRACK "I CAPTURE CASTLES" FROM THEIR LP "THIS IS OUR MACHINE AND NOTHING CAN STOP IT" BECAUSE IT WILL SERIOUSLY BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT, AND ALSO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY PENG JIA TIAN! THAT IS ALL, RETURN TO YOUR LIVES NOW!

circa survive.

2007-11-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

they pulled me in
but accomplishments are transient.

electabuzz.

2007-11-26T19:25:00.001-08:00

happy birthday elaine! (saturday)
happy birthday jovel! (sunday)

hello world.

saturday was front line disaster's gig at red bar. was really fun. loved the crowd! i was like setting up for melvin and when i was done i turned around and was like wtf is that. hahahahhahahah.

i got the cat above from joey's blog. its so pretty. i think marrise took it. so awesome. i'm going to eat my curry magee mee now!

breakfast time!
see you!

saturday.

2007-11-24T08:34:00.000-08:00

the plane is taking off

would you make the final dash, past the runway?

hello unicorns

well, today i went jamming with trella. and i came home and that's pretty much it. oh yes, gig tomorrow. wah dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

alvin's still not back.

damnnnnnnnnnnnn.

see you later.

superhighway.

2007-11-21T02:58:00.001-08:00

credits - huimin

coeway boulder thng, 80's rewind.
haha HE LOOKS BETTER IN THE TV PICTURE
AGREE WITH ME.

bye
bye

your heart is an empty room.

2007-11-17T08:44:00.000-08:00

this is melvin jonathan pillay the chindianman.
today was lime sonic bang. went with many many people. fun la fun la.

pins pins and more pins.

Hey, it's your funeral momma.

2007-11-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

hello. today i went shoppppppppppeeng with momma giam. bought polos and some other stuffs! Saturday is Lime Sonic Bang and i can't wait. Heard that How To Kill A Muffin Man is playing for the gashaus gig with us. yayyyyyyyyyyy. damn. okay i'm going to go back to my frying pan.

oh and here are some pictures of the recent worlds collide gig. with The Arrant End.

Justin. He looks like he has claws.

Adrian. Thinking, "shit! what's the next song?"

Keith. GET WARPED.

okay bye bye now.

standing on the edge of summer.

2007-11-15T05:49:00.000-08:00

when the people you love get lost in the shuffle
let it go, and then you fold.

worlds collide.

2007-11-14T08:07:00.000-08:00

hello cats and kittens and other barnyard animals.

today i went for worlds collide with joey, zac, kenneth, leslie, bryan, melvin and ben and other people and it was good la. The Arrant End was good. Fuck, they played Higinia by Blessthefall. My band is also playing that. Somemore they got kaycee to guest for them on guitar while mark screamed. Now when we play we're gonna look like little shits. Oh right yeah my band's playing again. (yay)

Rewind @ Gashaus
25th November, Sunday.
5pm, $10 with one free drink.
with Remedy For Your Security and many more.

Just now on the cab home with kenneth and joey, they told me very interesting things about poly and how nothing is fun in this world (courtesy of joey). Should i go poly or jc? Screw. i have two more years to think.

Anyway.
tomorrow i'm going to jb with my momma. To buy stuff. I need stuff. A lot of stuff. My mom's nagging. Bye blog.

people should learn how to give respect to earn it.

confessions of a rock junkie.

2007-11-10T20:41:00.000-08:00

i love

www.myspace.com/amatuertakescontrol

the other side of vision

2007-11-09T00:20:00.000-08:00

my beautiful rescue.

2007-11-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

' don't you leave me alone '

we are black earth tigers.

2007-11-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

'goodbye, goodnight.'

yowza!
yahtzy!

I just came home from filming with scott, avery, ram, jonathan, samuel, samuel's mom, gary and raphael. It was fun yet irritating yet retarded yet stupid yet yet yet worthwhile. Was supposed to go jamming with remedy for your security but (i don't know what happened) i didn't in the end. Their show is this Saturday so come down and support them. People who don't know, Paxton's in that band so all the more reason to come down. Me and Alvin are going to dig a hole there straight after jamming to checkem out.

Ultrasound @ DXO.
03/09/2007
$12, remedy @ 5.30pm

Also, i came home from the chalet yesterday. It was fun but not what i was expecting. Went to Wild Wild Wet on the first day. (Is it me or was i the only singaporean who has never been there?). Seconday was pretty much cycling, swimming and barbequeing. Me and Bocheng just decided to skip that. (peace). Avery came over later that night just to hang so that was fun.

There were so many photos taken that my eyes still hurt from the flash but those i manage to take, i put em up on flickr as i was lazy, rather than putting them on photobucket and putting them up one by one by one by one.

Yes, Jerald is a lazy girrafe.

Exile has been pushed back so that was really what thaf. So now, please book my band haha! Avery is making Big Eat Productions so i can't wait to see how that turns out!

'education'
I do not want to get into combined science. I'm thinking of transfering to SJI international but i don't think i can pay the fees there. If i get in i might consider. Is that smart? Maybe it is. All these neighbourhood schools are filled with twits and all those mats and posers that really sucks.

soma once said.
'all these homosexuals shall be rounded up and burned'
indians say the dumbest things!

Twothree was really a blessing to me, it was like an arena i could be myself in. There's no haters in my class, only noisy people like me.

miss lee once said.
'we were the class the teachers hated to teach but loved to be around with'
now who came up with this hypothesis!

people love us.

well, i'm going back to non digital life now.
peace out jellyfishes.
watch this video.

flight of the conchords - jenny.

________________
the post up there was not submitted because of some very stupid thing i did. so yeah.

yeah anyway. yesterday i went jamming. was awesome.
went to ultrasound @ dxo.
watched remedy for your security.
i expected more.

here are some peektures for your pleeasure!

samuel.

norman

melvin j pillay

paxton lim

alvatron

my idol

paxton lim

i met two very nice people yesterday
their names are christine and shuyi.
and shuyi should smile more.
bye bye blog.

It was fear of myself that made me odd.

2007-10-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

PLEASE DO VISIT MY BAND'S PAGE
http://myspace.com/frontlinedisaster

thank you many many.

one day i slowly floated away.

2007-10-27T05:40:00.001-07:00

and maybe next time.
will be your time.
so save your scissors.
for someone else's skin.

monday is the class chalet and i think it's going to be fun. It's the last time we get to be togerther as a class (or part there of) so it's a precious time. Soma's gonna gate crash haha! But since he's leaving for njc (you little smart chindian), i don't think no one's going to mind.

watched the seeker just now, it's a fucken waste of time and money. do not watch the seeker. You might as well go watch daytime tele.

please watch this video.

song for luna.

2007-10-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

join the club.

we looked like giants.

2007-10-26T09:41:00.000-07:00

it's alright, it's okay.

People should learn to control themselves, to not get attached. but well, maybe we are incapable of such actions. Basically, losing something and losing something important is an different entity altogether. Recently i have been thinking that losing my classmates will be just like losing a pen. But now it's like 'wtf' for me now. I just visited all my classmate's blog and i finally realised that i'm losing everything. 2/3 is the best shit ever. I mean seriously, we own all the other classes. We pawned all your asses. We might have not been the smartest, or the most well behaved.

But hands down, i can honestly say, we had more fun than all of you put together. And by that i do not mean pissing off teachers! yes, we were hardcoreeeeeeee.

To my friends i just want to thank you for everything that happened in the last two years. And there are a few i want to thank, sorry if i left you out but i'll still miss you, really!

to naomi - thanks for always giving me a reason to laugh at! yes, even if it is you.
to minjun - thanks for always being there for me! we fight too much, but you're nice and i love you.
to harris - you are one of the reasons i love our class so much.
to erica - thanks for the lessons which aren't over yet!
to ryo - haha thanks for the shouts of random vulgaritis! screw your balls ah!
to pao - thanks for always correcting me when im wrong and everything else!
to junying - thank you for the nice chats we had when i sat with you!
to melvin - thank you for all the times where i needed help and you were there my botak buddy!
to bocheng - thanks for being a pal and always there to lighten the mood!
to jefferson - thanks for making everyone laugh and for your racist comments haha!

thank you for everything.
i'll miss two three.
every single one of you
with constancy and purpose.

goodbye my classmates.
goodbye, my friends.

this changes everything.

2007-10-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

Motion gives up on you in the end,
I'll try my best to be home by then.

phobos.

2007-10-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

ahahaha today was mega fucken stupid. i didn't actually wanna go to school but i was bored so i went. watched family at the nanyang playhouse. was pretty good i must say, but that was not actually all the fun i had today. after that Avery, Scott and Raph came over and we did alot of shit. i got slashed. a like 10cm slash across my foot shall make my day i guess. i shall take a picture and post it up later. anyway! we wrote a little and here is the producttttt.

bye bye two three and everyone in my class of whom i spent these two great years with.
so once again, to the next step.

cottonmouthhh

2007-10-23T00:11:00.000-07:00

mj and paooo.

so today was a pretty normal day. The days have been coming and going as those days where nothing memorable happened. I got my results yesterday, so who wants to remember that anyway.

But still, i just want to have that rush of fun and excitement.

People will go 'oh jerald giam, so predictable'. I don't want that.

i just want

I don't really want anything, or maybe i just don't know what i want. My results are pretty okay, i can go to the stream i was aiming for and my parents don't need to meet the teacher or whatever and i'm pretty glad about it.

My friends have been with me, and i can't be more thankful to them. My band's front line disaster has gone through a major swap of genre, members, style and influence. In case in the chaos you forgot who front line disaster is..

we are melvin, jerald, alvin, farhan, avery.

Our next gig will be at the arts house. It's this gig organized by my pal rudy from the november iris! thank you so much man. And we will be playing with the november iris, the dying allies, and

many more. I heard that west grand boulevard and bad obsession may be booked.

But it's not playing with the good bands that's getting me psyched up for this gig, it's that our friends will be there with us!

Our hao peng you trella might be playing too so its fucken awesome we finally get the play with them since they are like fucken awesome.

return to energiser.

turnstile.

2007-10-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

deathcab for cutie - what sarah said.

hey. exams are over.
deathcab for cutie brings out emotion.

hardcore isn't everything.
it is like a drug, it gives you a diverion from your problems.
at the end of the day, your heart still feels the same.
indie brings out the truth in people.
like watching someone die, you realise what really matters.
now im not saying hardcore music is the shit.
i love it too.
but lately ive been listening to softer stuff.
i have to do something about myself!
so who's gonna watch me die?

sorry, you're not a winner.

2007-10-09T02:23:00.001-07:00

i've had enough.
you win. do what you want.
i can't change you.
read this, and understand.
i'm not pissed with you.
i just don't bother anymore.
bye.

love's day.

2007-10-04T03:08:00.000-07:00

heyya, exams are damn stressful. postbox tommorow night at powerhouse! but nothing of that is important.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

LOVE LOVE!

2007-09-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

so basically i've been studying with jovel alot. oh and im really excited about the hols. study hard people! and read bong's blog. its nice. http://www.bongatron.blogspot.com/! seeya!

rough hands.

2007-09-15T07:25:00.001-07:00

melvin tan took this. but im bald now.

was I left behind?
Someone tell me, tell me I survived.
Don't look so surprised that I'm home, but just for tonight.
With rough hands and sore eyes
so don't speak, I am tired.
Let's just live through this lie.

hah.

2007-09-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

zac the iron man.

yowza, today was fun lah fun lah. pool then jamming then caracal then slapping me with a lolly then all of us breathing helium and sounding like mouses then a vacant affair then bandung all the way. but i think pictures explain my day better rather than in words.

joey looking very retarded.

joey peng.

joey looking gay. happy gay.

hahah avery looks retarded and look at melvin's hair!

accidents.

2007-09-10T23:46:00.000-07:00

this could be anywhere in the world.
ALEXISONFIRE.
www.theonlybandever.com

eliptical.

2007-09-10T23:39:00.001-07:00

heyya school is back and this time its even suckier. but today was great, thanks to alvin. i need a hug now but no one is here. i'm tired, tired and cannot make up my mind. thank you jason for the gig offer and ill think it over. i need a slurpee but i cant. i wana go out but i cant. i wanna go for lunch at gardens but i cant. i want a direction but there really is none. i guess i'll just go on with life and let everything unfold. good luck studying people, but not as good as me cause im gonna turn on the mojo! seeya.

ps. i dont need you. with friends like you, who needs subtext?

envelopes.

2007-09-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

joey peng says my blog is too wordy. so here are some pictures for all you boys and girls in the house. and joey.

one day there was a group of friends.

there was this brown one who was bullied.

everyday they pushed him around.

one day the little brown one told the others that he felt bad and he didnt want to be brown and that it really was not him to blame.

so they became friends again.

the enddddd.
ps i was punished for making that story.

embers.

2007-09-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

i'm stoning too much. i called huimin just now and she didnt answer lol. huimin call me. i'm bored. my parents went for a funeral. may auntie gina's father in law rest in peace. i'm so dead. but pao's gonna die even more. i just noticed i say whats up to my dogs and never expect an answer. no wonder their stupid, i gotta go whip their minds into shape. seeyou.

this is a 44 love calibre love letter straight to my heart.

alvarez.

2007-09-09T03:28:00.000-07:00

heyya. yesterday was ffaf and im typing in silence as to not being caught as im supposed to be studying. normally i find blogging about your days really boring and typical but ill do so anyways. met up with ave and scott and headed to peninsula then to bugis then back to peninsula then to chinatown. i think yesterday was one of the best days to my life and i have to thank ben and avery for it.

benjamin tan owes me my amp.
i met zombie yesterday and that was a major plus point.
i met the guys from caracal.
i caught up with jason.

im going back to work. seeya.

alphabets.

2007-09-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

hello everybody. once again i have started a new blog. hope people read it since the xanga one had like no readers. First and foremost i would like to give a long overdue thankyou to everyone who has supported my band in some way or another. We could not love you more, really. We just included melvin in so we are taking a break to start jamming and writing or anything else we say we are going to do.

lately the sky has been blue, and the grass has been green but i have not been sleeping well. A episode of heroes made me think. Do i want a life or hapiness or meaning. damn malcolm macdowell. fking good actor sia. I realised that i wanted a lift of hapiness. But that's just me. I have been neglecting many of you dear friends and i have been bring a complete asshole to some. I apologize. I've not been feeling right. And i can't believe that i am still your friends. Thank you to all my bandmates who are always there for me to rely on.

Also, in this dark times many have been there to brighten up my day! i've met many new people and cannot be more grateful. thank you huimin! you cannot be a better zombie. thank you bong for teaching me everything about pedals. thank you melvin for teaching me to never ever smoke even if you wanted to or not. thank you avery for everything. thank you elaine for being there. thank you naomi, for cheering me up. (you dont know but you did)

i have to go because i have to go eat and go to church. i've not been attending regularly. my parents aren't saying anything but i feel bad. but yet it's at expo and i live in amk. it takes forever to go there. god, why didnt i pick a nearer church. i wish i had know about the church ben and all the others go to. ahhhh.

okay now i shall go on to part two. hahah i just came back from church. sermon today was really meaningful. thought me alot. like just now talking about how i have burdens. ( or so called ) and how we must release the burden. thank you so much wei hao for bringing me to church.

thank you dan for being a good godfather. and sorry but i think i lost the donation card hahahahah. okay sorry this is so long. but ill try to make it shorter next time.

and it sucks that trella is on hiatus. i was just starting to be a fan. hahah i already am.

see you.